I'm back!

Well well.. its been a long while since my last post here. No excuses but I do need to be in the right mood and thinking to be inspired to write here, otherwise I'm just plain lazy.

Anyway, UPW was great! I get to see people transform and become very much determined to change their lives.

Anthony Robbins did a great job during one part of his program in kicking us out of our comfort zones and making us fast forward to see ourselves in our golden ages with all regrets and things that we should have done but didn't. Its about stirring the emotions that we've got only one life to live and the fact that father clock never stops ticking. Its on how we can be free to be able to do the things that we always want to do.

I would say its bringing people out of their context, re-sensitize them to make them realise what's the most dearest and important to them, and at the same time re-defining their own meanings to this thing call life.

Personally, I feel that this is all about whether you are being true to yourself and how to make things true to you. I mean..its pretty easy to get desensitize to everything and most of the time we just do something out of routine..like a robot being programmed to do certain things at certain times.

There is no way we can be questioning ourselves every minute of our life, some things had to get done and we have no time for all these. So to stay true is actually a very difficult thing to do as we have to put down everything on hand and focus on this particular aspect. Just by focusing is also not enough as continuous action had to be taken to bring a change. However, action takes up a lot of time and carries a certain level of risks, simply put - no risk, no gain.

A while ago, I did try to focus on a dream and take actions and I realise I'm not very good at managing my time when I'm too cropped up with this one.

In the end, my action didn't lead me to even a tiny stepping stone on the path. I was kicked out of the game unvolunteeringly but I bear no grudges at all. I don't wish to blame anyone but I won't blame myself either, i just treat this failure as a lesson of life.

Many people would have stop along the way. It might be too early to say whether I'll be one of them with lots of unrealised dreams, but this is a delayed dream at the moment. Maybe I should put it this way, as long as its still on my mind, I just can't ignore it.

And if you don't get what I'm saying, it doesn't matter because I'm just talking to myself..